Donghae cried talking about his dad at ' Let's Sleep Together ' variety show D: .
Donghae started crying when Teukie mentioned that Hae's father brought him out, hold his hands tightly and said to Teukie, " I'm grateful to you. I entrust you to take care of Donghae," .
Ahh seriously, I teared up starting from there. Donghae didn't know his father had been suffering from cancer at that time. No wonder his Dad told Teukie that. Ohmygosh, the thought of it. :(
OHMYGOSH. When Super Junior first debutted, when they got their first earnings, Hae badly wanted to bring home the earnings to give it to his Dad, but his Dad has already passed away. Okay, I'm seriously tearing up right now. Teukie started crying too. Ahh :(
Donghae's trying his best in Super Junior so that he can realise his Dad's dream of becoming a singer.
Donghae, Hwaiting!Super Junior, Hwaiting!
Ahhh I need to watch SuJu's Housewarming cut on WGM and their appearance in StarKing! Was watching a cut on them dancing a short Sorry Sory dance with the accompaniment of that Korean traditional instrument. They were fooling around. That is so THEM. xD
Laugh or Cry
Stuffs that happened to me today got me thinking whether to laugh or to cry.
1.My eyesight got worse.
2. Shazli actually thanked Ms Diyana for putting me beside him as he said that he can concentrate more now. LOL. Maybe, since I really don't talk to him unless I want to ask something. But even if he never says it out, I know he's damn bored sitting beside me. LOL.
3. I officially lost interest in Maths, again.
4. I hate Chemistry. Even if I'm sitting with those I really know, the teacher made the lessons so boring that I can't even treasure the fact that Chemistry is the only lesson I can see Yasmin, Amira & Amelia. -.-
5. I slept for 7 hours straight right after school. I dunno why the lethargic virus hit me nowadays.
6.I'm starting to think that sheisn't what I thought she was. Known her for quite some time, yet I only realised now that both of us are just trying hard to click with each other when we're obviously failing at it.
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LOL. Eunhae and their neverending relationship. -.-
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT DONGHAE A.K.A. FISHY.
I am bored, thats why.
1. Donghae once proposed to a girl by holding out a necklace in his fist and letting it drop down in front of her eyes. Thus, the other members voted him as most romantic.
Is that a common thing that a guy would do to propose to a girl? LOL! Letting a necklace drop down infront of her eyes. OHGOSH Fishy. I love how you're different because letting the necklace fall somehow shows that your love for that girl is definitely worth more than that necklace itself.
2. Donghae is beloved by Chinese fans because he tries hard to answer questions in Mandarin rather than constantly using a translator.
I love how he always tries his best, not caring whether the outcome would be an epic fail or not. xD
3. Donghae wishes he was good at speaking because he often gets tongue-tied and can't think of witty and clever comments like other members can. He said the 5 members who are the best at talking are his role models: Teukie, Heechul, Kangin, Shindong, and Eunhyuk.
I have to agree with that. The 5 that he mentioned are really witty, especially Heechul & KangIn in my opinion. Hae's pkay I guess, but sometimes, what he says left me with a ( =.= ) expression, in a good way uh. haha.
4. In China, Donghae broke Ryeowook's laptop that had all Ryeowook's music compositions stored in the files. (RW studies music and likes to compose.) For the first time ever, RW got mad at Donghae and said: "From now on, don't touch my electronics (rough translation). Donghae got really sad.
Ryeowook SCOLDED Donghae? ( laughs hard ) Ahh, I cannot imagine him scolding Hae larh. He looks a little too nice. But then again, I kinda pity Hae that he just don't seem to have good fate with electronic appliances from what I read around the net. :/
5. After Donghae's dad passed away, Suju got to perform at the same concert as Donghae's dad's favorite singer. Donghae slipped away and cried a lot during that singer's performance. Later, he told the members that he was crying at that time.
I guess all SJ fans should know how much he loves his father yeah? I mean, who doesn't love their own father. Read from another forum that he had always wanted his father to be at SJ's cocnert at least once but that dream was never fulfilled, since his father has passed away.
6. Before passing away, Donghae's dad asked Leader Teukie to always watch over Donghae. This happened after a parent-member party at a noraebang before Donghae even knew his dad was sick.
Now Teukie Oppa, take care of Hae yeahh. Even though you cried like crazy when SJ won the Mutizen award and Hae's just there comforting you instead of the other way round. LOL. All 13 of you, take care of each other. :( . Plus Henry & ZhouMi too. :(
7. Donghae gives Hangeng a hard time as the leader of SJM because of his kiddish ways and unpredictable pranks.
wahsey. Later Mr Beijing Fried Rice lose his temper then how. xD
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Nothing better to do. I know. LOL.
-off to watch Super Junior's Let Sleep Together Tonight-
Monday, March 30, 2009
Fahrenheittttttttttttttttttttttt xD
I forced myself not to smile during school hours just now. LOL.
I just cannot stop smiling everytime my mind drift to yesterday.
Started off real bad, but ended so sweetly.
Yesterday
Reached IMM with Zakk @ exactly 9AM. What? It's too early for a 3PM event? Let me tell you uh. We weren't considered early at all. When we reached the IMM building, all we can see seems like a neverending queue. The queue was all the way back the IMM building, all waiting for the door to open or something so that they can fight for the nearest spots.
The autosession, I would rather not even elaborate on it. I HATE IT. I don't even feel like remembering it at all. First, the freaking guard don't let me in to even just WATCH the damn thing then I see others can go in. WHATTHE?Secondly, when I finally managed to go in through another entrance, and even got a very good spot outside the barriers since I lazy to queue up and shake hands, THE GUARD SHOO-ED ME. SHOO-ED THOSE STANDING THERE. One of them even shouted right infront of my face in Mandarin, " MOVE BEHIND A LITTLE ALSO CANNOT MEH?! "
whatthe. HELLO. I move okay. It's those freaking girls and some anime-haired boys who didn't move cann. Why scold infront of my face sia. T.T. Be thankful I didn't lose my temper for not seeing a single thing after you guards pushed us to the back cann. And I haven't say anything on those staffs who actually scolded Fahrenheit just because they want to finish signing ALL albums. They're trying to keep ther promise yet they shout at them. Seriously. -.-
The Powerhouse event rawked. Serious. AHAH. From Calvin whose pants' zip was half unzipped and poor him trying to prevent the other Fahrenheit members from pulling down his zip to Arron crying while he talked about his emotional thoughts to fans singing Ji Mo Bao Zuo & Yue Lai Yue Ai for Fahrenheit to Arron & Jiro winking continuously every 1 minute at fans to Fahrenheit singing their 3rd album hits. ARGH. The time's just so short. 1 and a half hours just seem so short. :(
Only if you want to read larh. I just post the link only. -.- .
I stared at Jiro for 3 seconds and he stared at me back with a smile can. SCREAMMMMMS. Most importantly, Arron stared at me for what seems like so long like that. I swear I felt like as if it was only me and him inside the clubbing place. xD . Sorry, I know I'm a little too mad. -.-
OH OH! I video-camed them performing Ji Mo Bao Zuo larh. Clear quality. And I found out while watching the video that Arron sharp-pointed to my direction towards the end. D: . Of course maybe he point at someoone behind me or whatsoever but at least he's pointing at THIS direction. So that I can believe that he's pointing to me. AHAHAH.When he was pointing, he was singing the part where it goes, " Ai Ni .... " LOL! I'm getting even more delusional now.
SEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Fahrenheit performing Ji Mo Bao Zuo
Pictures. My camera quality sucks man. :/
Us watching their MVs while waiting
A part of Powerhouse
PERFECT TIMING TO TAKE THEIR PICTURE RIGHT XD
Doesn't it seem like Jiro looking HERE? xD
I still have a video of the fans singing with united voices Fahrenheit's song & 45 seconds video of Mo Mo performance because my cam died on me by that time. I could have taken more but my camera wth. T.T
kay nights.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Jiayuan's queuing at IMM. sigh, dedicated fan, seriously.
Along with all the other fanclub members.
I'm here dead bored.
Suju fans have got to see this, really! It's so touching cann. When they won the Mutizen Award yesterday, Eeteuk was crying non stop till he literally squatted down, crying. And Donghae wiped his tears. Ryeowook hugged him. All trying to comfort him. I can see how happy Kyuhyun was. In fact, everyone was happy. Teukie is really making me emotional now. The group hug, the group hug got me. I envy their friendship. Hae wiping Teukie's tears looks cute at the same time. I mean Teukie is older than him but it seems like Donghae's the Oppa here. Why is Hankyung giving the speech in Mandarin? Got Chinese audience there arh. lol. He also like want cry.
DONGHAE FRICKIN HUGGED HIS EX-GIRLFRIEND HERE. He hugged Jessica zomg. I feel so .. jealous. LOL! I mean I love how he hugged SNSD Taeyeon because when he patted her head it looks adorable. But when he hugged Jessica, I just feel so .. :/ . Just look at how happy Jessica was when Donghae hugged her at 1:57 -2:00 .
Maybe I got my facts wrong, but I remember reading somewhere that Jessica ditched Donghae for DBSK's Hero, right? Or was it just a fanmade rumour. If it's real, I'm not gonna look at Jessica the same way again. How dare she hurt my Hae's feelings. -.- .
Gosh I'm bored againnnnn.
KITSIE MADE THIS. AND I LOVEEEEHER FOR GIVING IT TO MEEEE. THANK YOU KITSIE! If only my Overseas Trip is destinated to Selangor, where you stay, I'm so gonna hug you for being such a hyper, fun and niceee online friend, along with the rest of the Warzonettes. :D
Hot-Dork-Emotional Hae, -faints-
Friday, March 27, 2009
Lollipopppppppp.
OHMYGOSHHHHHHHH.
FINALLY I KNOW HOW THE FEMALE ' BIG BANG ' LOOKS LIKE.
Unfortunately though, they don't look Big Bang-ish to me except for one of them with the shades. What's with the standing up hair by one of the girls man.
Or wait, is she the GD of the group? LOL. Weird hairstyle, just like GD.
I don't like the Twenty One's vocals. Yes, the female ' Big Bang ' group's name is Twenty One. Rumoured to be called SISTA but nope. I guess I need to get use to their voices. I still am not treating them as the female Big Bang though. :/
Wanna see their CF for CYON Handphones? I want the handphones by the way. ahaha. It looks cool. And before that, my gosh. TOP & GD's hair looks weird. But I still like. LOL.
I AM OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO THE SONG, PERIOD.
That explains my new blog song.
Minus Twenty One's vocals. LOL. How mean. No larh, I just find their voices irritating. :/ . And being damn biased, I would rather the CF have WONDERBANG.
But OIIIIIIIIIII. TOP'S VOICE IS SO FRICKIN LOVED HERE LARH CAN. He sounds so ohmygosh at the chorus cann. Okay, FINE. Maybe because I love his rough low voice. GD'sfine as usual, no comment. Haha. Daesung looked as cute as ever mannnn. TaeYang & Seungri -expires-. They look GOOOOD. But the way they were showing the phone looks .. weird. Feminine-like. But it's just me, maybe.
Oh yeah. Big Bang's Hite Beer song is nice too, but Lollipop's nicer. I just found out that Seungri didn't take part in that song and CF. He hasn't reached the age where he can drink yet, which is why he didn't take part. LOL.
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Super Junior won 1st for Mutizen. YAYYY. Teukie, Ryeowook cried. Not sure of the others. Congratulations, you guys deserve it, seriously. [:
School was as per normal. Did stupid jumping stuffs during P.E. I FAILED MY MATHS TEST WHICH I THOUGHT I'D PASS. All careless mistakes. I feel like killing myself. I could have gotten 13 at least can. :( . Nearly got detention because I laughed during SS. No, I didn't laugh loudly. Someone else did and the 3 of us got pulled into the scoldings. Thank god the teacher let the three of us go, except for the other one. :X
Then stayed back with Dewi and Jingwen. Accompanied Jingwen to practise for her dance. LOL. She was sweating trying to get jsut the beginning right. :P . Then went home. SLEPT for 4 hours. And here I am, now.
Did I say, by the way, that I :
WON AN ENTRY PASS TO FAHRENHEIT'S CLOSED DOOR EVENT THIS SUNDAY NIGHT?
I can bring a friend along. Of course, I'm bringing Jia Yuan larh. Being a good friend. I'm not really excited for it though. I go also because Jiayuan can't go in without me since they need my IC since I'm the winner, not her. Sorry Zakk I can't bring you along. :/
kay. Good Night then. lol.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Happy Birthday Abah!
Happy Birthday Abah!
hah. Celebrated my Dad's birthday a few hours ago. He's one year older now. :X .
We all love you, Abah :D
I feel like a total stranger at times zomg.
Sometimes, I hate myself. I hate myself for not being as sociable as others. I still haven't overcome my low self-esteem. I'm always paranoid. I always think negative. I always think that those around me have something against me. sigh.
Got back our Maths retest result. LOL. Jane passed. Congrats. :D . Gah, Stephanie congrats to you too because you're imrpoving, like you said. haha. All those who improved, congrats. (:
And wth. Ain and Faridah, thank you for saying" AT LEAST YOU GOT SOMETHING " to me. Ya larh, at least something. (-.-) I got the same blardy mark as my previous Maths test. 4/20. I'm honest. -hides-
Oh ya. I borrowed four books from NLB today. :D . And don't you dare say I am SOOO not the book type, someone. :P . Thoough I just wanted to stand a chance to win the movie tickets, I somehow got interested in the books okay. Will read one, I bet you.
Thailand 12 Plus CF - Siwon, HeeChul & Yesung
LAME larhhh xD . But somehow, cute. ahaha.
Why the english subbed videos of SuJu's MTV Heroes haven't out. :( Nevermind, let's just post this english subbed of the making of Sorry Sorry MV.
EEEEE Hyukie looks so !!! . That closeup of him putting hsi fingers to his lips. AHAHA. He reminds me of Rain, somehow. When Teukie, Shindong and Hyukie was teaching some parts of the dance, they made it look so easy. I can do the palm and circle dance only. LOL. AISH. Hae's a dork. Appear out of nowhere. xD Sungmin and Teukie boasting about Super Junior eh? Sungmin's like saying one of the spotlights exploded, so it means Sorry Sorry will be a hit. Teukie says they're gonna come back with a more handsome look. LOL. But that's what makes me love them even more, especially when ti comes to the narcissist, Heechul/Heenim/Cinderella. HAHAH. I want another Full House or E.H.B mannnn. I wanna see more SuJu natural side.
got to go. Tomorrow's POA & Maths Test. Revised already. I hope a thousand times that I won't go blank when I see the papers.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Changes.
I just got awoken from my beautiful sleep.
I was dreaming about being lost in KOREA and for some odd reason, Yunho helped me find my way and I fell in love with him. LOL. I think I brought my imaginations even to my dreams, eh. He was about to leave to I-Dunno-Where and we were at the airport. Then he turned around and my mother just HAD to wake me up. But then, it was aready 7PM. Cannot blame her. -.-
Ain said she likes Super Junior.
Do you know how happy I was when I heard her say that. LOL! I swear I love all those SuJu new fans. >.< . Seems like loving them for a year and a half was not wasted after all. Oh Oh! David Archuleta is coming to Singapore on the 7th of April man! My gosh, that cutie. AHAHHA. I'm so gonna go to the autograph session, by hook or by crook. Still waiting for ANY, just ANY SM Entertainment artists to come Singapore. Especially SuJu, if not DBSK, BoA or SHINee. Or SNSD also I don't mind. The Grace and Jang Ri In I'm not so into them but no hurt supporting them since they're part of SM too right. xD
YAYYYYYY. SuJu's MTV Heroes is OUTTTTTT.
But not yet with subs. I want to watch. ZzZzZz. Hopefully it'd be out by tomorrow, at least. Epik High's new album's gonna come out soon? Or is it just a book album. Their songs, me likeeee.
DBSK Appeared in We Got Married
LOL. Look at how Jae just walked off even though he saw Hyungdon. LOL. Only when Micky said Hi then he came back. Cute Jae. AHAHAH. Hyungdon look like some fanboy saying out DONG BANG SHIN KI DONG BANG SHIN KI like that. ahaha. TaeYeon and Sunny is so pretty OMG. :/
Dolphin and Micky is so adorable trying to gain Hyungdon's favor when they saw him giving Micky some allowances for complimenting him. AHAHAH. They just HAD to show Love In The Ice performance. :( . ARGH. WHY CAN'T SM TOWN HAVE A CONCERT AT SINGAPORE MANNNNNNN. IF NOT CONCERT, AT LEAST AUTOGRAPH SESSION LARH WTH.
I'm sitting at Fadhilah's table for Geography. lol. I ♥ her table larh.My eyes were literally on her table throughout the whole Geog lesson when Mr Lim's not looking. And yes, I get carried away when I see something I like. Mianhe. I'm sitting in between Azizul and Minghui. Not sure if Minghui's gonna change place next lesson. It's so quiet now. :/ . AND. Ms Diyana changed my seat. I'm like sitting around BOYS for Malay okay. No girls around me at all. I feel so uncomfortable okay. I'm quiet and somehow, the boys around me went quiet when I changed my seat. -.- . If not quiet, they're talking stuffs I have no idea about. sigh. Nvm.
HOW HOW HOW. I know I deserve to get scolded and asking for help won't make any difference. But still ..
CAN SCHOOL START NEXT WEEK PLEASE. Give me another week to pay back the times I wasted slacking around during the holidays.
By the way, 17 Again looks pretty interesting. Furthermore, Zac Efron's in it. :D Not that I like him alot, but he looks pretty cool in the movie. JBros 3D Concert movie's gonna come out soon. Yay?! LOL. JiaYuan's liking Taylor Swift, Oh wow. AHAHAHA.
Super Junior didn't clinch the first spot in Inkigayo today. Ah. To us E.L.Fs, they'll always be the winner. Oh, yeah. Super Junior, as 13 or with the addition of Henry and ZhouMi, either way rocks. Hyukie looks like he's wearing Phua Chu Kang boots today, wtf. :X . Man, I still can't get used to HeeChul's short hair larh. He's prettier with long hair. :( Short hair is just not HeeChul. LOL.
My beloved ' Husband '
His conversation with his brother, DongHwa. I think he teared up a little while talking to him.
He must have missed his hyung and his family. :( . I wonder if his solo, My Everything was a song dedicated to his late father. LOL @ Kang In and Yesung saying out their name when they asked DongHwa who's more handsome onstage. ;X
Okay. I'm ready for all the scoldings. And oh wow, TESTS. That is a NO ready. Seriously, one more week of holiday, please? T_T.
Boo.
My grandmother was admitted to the hospital. :(
Hope she's okay and all.
And woah, I realised something.
I'm super awkward with my cousins now.
My brother and I am so sorry if we don't talk to you guys because, well, everyone has changed and it's like we're still not used to the change in you guys. :/
School's starting, whatthehell. I haven't finish doing my Maths. :( . I'm not ready to face those tests that's gonna attack me with no mercy. I'm still in holiday mood.
Oh yeahhhh. Super Junior's 20th March Performance was LOVED. I swear I've got no idea why but Shindong's growing on me. AHAHHA. And damn, so much for saying I wasn't fond of Sungmin. He's sexayy. D: . HYUKIE. My HYUKIE has turned into one sexy beast man. His pelvic thrust left me breathless wthh. My ' husband ', Mr Lee Dong Hae, is as charming as ever. And oh, LOOK! Kang In seem to look slimmer than the previous performance. Hope he's losing weight the healthy way. >.<
ahaha. Is it just me who has not been noticing my ex-fifth husband or has my ex-fifth husband, Kyuhyunnie changed in terms of personality? I always regard him as someone quiet, shy. Now, for some odd reasons, I find him naughty, more outspoken. And it's making me laugh everytime I thought of that. Especially when I watched SuJu's latest SuKira interview. KangIn who was supposed to be the loud one, seem so quiet. Maybe tired, I dunno. Kyuhyun, he's like .. more talkative? LOL. He even snuggled to Siwon's lap while singing. Donghae's expression's like, " What the .. ? " . That's just me guessing. haha.
21st March Performance
They're in WHITEEEEEE. They look goood in white. I think I have this laughing sickness when it comes to Siwon and Hankyung. LOL. I have no idea why. AHAHAH. Do you know how much I loveeee Donghae's entrance when it comes to his solo part? He looks so cute with his smile there. Right. May I say it out again. I know Kibum has his acting career but I don't like the fact that he's always busy with his acting and not take part in SuJu's activities. I mean, I respect his decision and I'm sure the rest do too. But he's making SuJu looks as if they only have 12 members. I heard that HeeChul is filming the same drama as him. If Heechul can come, why can't he? If I got the wrong facts, sorry. Hopefully someone can explain to me about this. LOL.
Oh god. I think I'm having delusions with Donghae again. I'm literally watching any videos related to him all over again. GAHHH. [ Delusional Moment : Arron, I think I'm slowly loving Donghae more than you. Kill me if you want to. I feel guilty myself. :( ] Kay. That's enough. I feel so weird saying out my delusional feelings. LOL.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
BORED.
Just got home from Dewi's house for some farewell stuffs.
LOL.
Her house got two storeys <3
Her house got Jonas Brothers posters <3
kay, I sound like it's my first time seeing these kinda things.
NOOOOOO. I don't want to sing at farewell. My gosh. My voice damn ' serak ' cann. :(
My gosh. I dunno whether to laugh or cry to know that there are lots of Super Junior fans around me. I swear I thought none of them were interested in them. I remember the last time I showed some people Super Junior, they're like, " Farhana, you're a malay. " . whatthe. -.- . Now that I know there's alot, I should be happy. But the thing is, those K-POP fans I know, I either talk about school stuffs or just never talk to them before. >.> . Those I'm close to, just don't seem to be into K-POP. -.- . How come things don't go my way everytime. sigh.
Will be waiting for Friday, outing with Jia Yuan. :D . And Saturday, go Arnold's celebrate Abah' birthday. Ah, his birthday. I haven't think of anything to buy for him. T.T. Darn it. Fahrenheit's autosession@IMM this 29 March is at 3PM. Jia Yuan's going there at 7.30am with the fanclubs and she expects me to be there by 9am. What the hell am I suppose to do there man. :/ Nevermind, think of something to do. sigh.
KangIn kena attack by netizens again. :( . Just because he commented about TaeYeon and Hyungdon whatever his name's wedding, netizens not happy. So sensitive. ZZ
Wanna watch Boys Over Flower. KimBum <3
He look like Fahrenheit's Jiro right? wahseyy.
But abitabit only larh. Jiro more .. good-looking. haha.
HOTNESS OVERLOAD! Uknow Yunho <3OMG. :X . Just finished spazzing like crazy over this fanmade MV with an online friend of mine. Uknow Yunho is so freaken hawt.
Cassies, especially those Uknow fans out there are so gonna agree with me on this. AHAHA.
LOL. Some netizens did an edited version of 8eight's MV featuring Wondergirls' Sohee. And in this edited version, they included HeeChul!
Any HeeChul fan should know that HeeChul has a thing for SoHee. :P . I think he said something about not minding a 9 years difference relationship. And for soem reason, I notice that he always dance to Sohee's parts everytime he imitates Wondergirls. AHHH HeeHee xD . What a couple name. Though I'm not fond of SoHee, they kinda look cute together.
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Okay. Let this blog just be my fangirling blog. >.<
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Back.
I'm back from my 1-day Johore trip.
LOL.
Started out fun, but that was not the case when we were heading back to Singapore.
-.-
I'm so pissed off with someone in my family just now.
There's e-learning tomorrow, the day after, and the day after. I don't find the need of this e-learning system. Mainly because people like me, don't find it very useful. Some maybe not even bother to do it. Still, can't be helped. Furthermore, exams are coming REAL soon.
Was chatting with QJY just now. Oh wait, Ms DongYuan, not QJY. I'm called HaeNa by some people now. LOL. Donghae+Me=HaeNa. :X . Da Dong ( Jiro )+ Jia Yuan=DongYuan.
The conversation was utterly ridiculous. Severe delusions went on in it. From calling Donghae & Jiro our husbands, to some other dirty stuffs. LOL.
But hey, having delusions once in a while is pretty fun. It just so happens that when you are delusional all the time, you're irritating. Once in a while, I guess it's alright.
150309 [HQ] SBS Inkigayo Super Junior: Sorry Sorry & Why I like you
I just realised something. Sorry Sorry's dance is pretty messy huh? :/ And I could only see 11 members during that performance. Kibum's obviously not it in -.- . Who's the other one. Or did I count wrongly. ZzZz.
Zomg. Heenim literally cut his hair. He never fails to surprise me. His hair now looks somewhat like Hankyung's hair. I've gotten used to Hankyung's hair but Heenim so doesn't suit that hair can. -.- HanChul love going on right here. I'm staring to like Why I Like You more and more. Am I seeing things or are EunHae the only two who wears gloves? Gosh, EunHae <3.>
EUNHAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3
Donghae looks pretty here. O.O. Photoshop does wonders.
Sorry Sorry & Why I Like You Music Bank Performance
They're so HAWT man. zomg. I'm at loss for word. My 2nd husband, obviously Donghae, looks damn gorgeous. The rest also. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. Now, if only I can get my hands on their album. T.T
Got back my Progress Report and yay, no underlines at all. Finally. LOL. P.E was -.-. I suck at badminton and my side competed with 2 persons who are just too good to play with me. :/ . Humiliating. T.T Maths remedial equals to suck. Everyday test. And guess what, I failed a Sec 2 Algebra test that old woman gave me. o.O . I never revise Sec 2 work larh alamak.
QJY arh QJY. :/ If you even know I have a blog arh, and came upon this blog, and read this, sorry arh. But I got super irritated when you keep mentioning Jiro to me when I'm talking about someone else. Lazy to watzh vids I want you to watch and all. -.- . I admit I get annoyed everytime you do that. That's why, I simply said, " LOL. " "OHH " " HAHA " when you say something about Jiro. Well, maybe because I've lsot interest in them but I still watch their vids when people want me to. You leh. :/ . Keep Jiro Jiro. LOL. -.- . Don't mention anything to me if you read this part of the post. Later awkward. heh.
Nothing much to say. Gonna spazz over Super Junior's comeback again. I feel like crying seeing how grown up they are now, since those Miracle & Happiness days. They once used to be the cute boyband I know, now they're all MEN. A positive change. ahaha.
I rushed straight home after Girl Guides hoping that Sorry Sorry MV will be out. No, it didn't. -.-
BUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. The other tracks in SuJu's 3rd album is out!
My review. :D
Sorry Sorry
EEEEEEEEEEEKS. How can I not love this song?The chorus is so damn addictive, okay. I love how their voices are slightly digitalised. And it doesn't sound so Super Junior-ish. A positive change, in my opinion.
Why I Like You
Pretty okay, I guess. HAHA. The rhythm's like those styles that American singers have. Never really a fan of this type of songs but if it's Super Junior, I'd learnt to love it. Their voices, great as usual. (x
Let's not ...
Authentic ballad sung by Kyuhyun, Ryeowook & Yesung, the best singers in Super Junior. It sounds pretty sad. Adding their voice to it makes it even more emotional. Loving this song already (x
Angela
Medium tempo song. It sounds nice, but not really my type of song. :X Maybe I'll learn to love it in times to come.
Reset
LOL. The title reminded me of DBSK's Wrong Number. There's one part where Max sing Rest, Reset. I thought it'd be like some fast song. But nahh. Doesn't mean I don't like it though. I'm somehow liking it. haha.Is it just me or has SuJu's voice improved alot? xD
Monster
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, second favourite song! Anybody who knows me well will know I love this kind of songs. It sounds RnB-ish dark, yet sensuous at the same time. Again, it doesn't sound SuJu-ish. haha.
What If
This song's neat. (: . The chorus's soothing. I heard it's a song about one-sided love. O.O. Damn it, translations please. ZzZ.
Heartquake
OMG. U-know & Micky of DBSK were in this as the rappers. Damn nice okay. I love the chorus especially. This features the two rappers plus SuJu K.R.Y only, not all 13 of them. Ahh >.
Club No.1
LOL. The song sounds like the title, I guess. YeonHee's vocals were featured in it O.O.
Happy Together
Wasn't there a Korean Variety Show called this? The song's pretty useful when you're down, or just plain lonely. It sounds calming. The composer of the song was the composer of Marry U. No wonder it sounds a little similar to it.
Dead At Heart
I thought I didn't like the song when it first started but when it reaches the chorus, I changed my opinion instantly. A song expressing about the pain after parting, ahh. I would love to have english translation of the song.
Shining Star
I'm superb glad they have at least one cute-ish like song in this album. It kinda cheered me up for a moment. O.O. MV for this please. I can already imagine SuJu singing this with smiles on their faces.
In conclusion, I feel that this album shows a different type of Super Junior. I have to get use to their new style. :/ . Because for now, I prefer their previous album. I'm replaying some songs from this album again and again though. haha. Now, I want MVs!
On another note, it seems like SuJu K.R.Y had many parts in this album huh. >.< . Not that it's a bad thing. haha. Not confirmed, but I heard Super Junior M will be having their new album this year as well. O.O. Are they serious. Well, that's a good thing, isn't it? AND GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I want SuJu to do shows like Adonis Camp, Full House, E.H.B, Super Summer etc again. :(
:D
I can't remember what happened today. ZZZzZZ.
Ohyeahh, I owe Mrs Teo 3 freaken Maths Exercises that was supposed to be handed in last week. O.O. Need to finish it by today but, seriously, I'm hopeless when it comes to Maths.
Tomorrow we'll be receiving back our Progress Reports. Hopefully there won't be any severe disappointments. Girl Guides today was kinda boring. No offence. But yeah, Rashidah was right. We took our own sweet time, so we deserve it. sigh.
Till here. Now I'm gonna stalk Youtube for the freaken Sorry Sorry MV. :X
Titanic Re-enactment, SuJu's version
Siwon : Do you Trust Me?
Hankyung : Yes, I do trust you. ( In the meantime, Siwon got disgusted )
Siwon : Let's fly.
Hankyung : ( Open Eyes ) Oh beautiful. Oh FISH!
Got curious? Want some laughter? Watch this Titanic Re-enactment cut of Super Junior's Full House. xD
Eeee, I feel weird doing this thing called blogging.
1st - I'm like talking to some brick wall about my life.
2nd - What if, unfortunately, those whom I don't want them to know about this blog suddenly come across my blog? Deep trouble cann.
Right. Then it comes to the ultimate question.
Why the heck am I blogging since I feel weird about it?
Actually, I want to write on a diary, of kept secrets.
But.
I think at least 1/2 of my entries will consist of my fangirling moments.
How to put a video in a diary, you tell me?
Hence, I've made this blog to make my thoughts and feelings known.
I was never one who let my true feelings obvious and maybe this could help.
I can always check back this blog when I'm older, reminiscing the old times. (:
:D
School today was just like any other day. Laughters, irritainments, moodswings. Those are just part of our daily life. Having Ain beside me can brighten my dull POA lessons anytime. Malay lessons, well, all I know is that the reason why I somehow finish my malay assignments fast was because I was plain bored. I dunno, but somehow I can sense eyes looking at me, as if I'm trying to be some teacher's pet, like someone. But I don't care, eh. Social Studies is when I'd probably break my fingers anytime, the result of copying whatever crap she's writing. E.Geog, nothing much. Went back home, took a nap, woke up and went back to school for Guides Meeting.
Talking about Guides, I dare admit that I'm not a devoted Guide. But seeing how hard JingWen, Afifah & Dewi tries to get the attention of the other Guides, I realised that there are others worse than me. Is it hard to pay attention for AT LEAST a few seconds? Oh yeah, kill me. I don't know how the heck I'm gonna sing during Graduation party for our seniors.
FARHANA+SINGING=BROKEN WINDOWS
Another thing is, I feel that sometimes, my absence won't affect anyone I know a single bit. There's a high possibility, in my opinion, that I never really had someone that treasures me alot. Family? I admit, I'm to blame for spending most of my time sticking my butt to my computer's chair than sitting in the living room chatting with them. But that's because I'm afraid they'll bring up those stuffs I never want to hear. Comparing me with other kids, never give me at least a little appreciation for working hard to pass tests. sigh. I do get along well with them, but they sure do not know that I still feel hurt everytime I bring a test paper home and they'd just sign and give it back to me, without even LOOKING at the damn paper. Parents just don't understand at times.
Friends? I have a bestfriend, whom I've known for 5 years. Different schools, yet I still treasure those times when we first knew each other. We still keep in contact till now. Still, our relationship isn't as close anymore. That's what I feel, QJY. We don't have so much things in common now. Of course, that's not the reason why I feel our relationship is awkward nowadays. It's just that I want a bestfriend whom I can turn to when I feel down, welcoming me with open arms to listen to my problems. But I know you're not that type of person. I respect that. Still, though our friendship isn't that unbeatable anymore, I hope we'd still continue to be TWIN SOULS. Remember that? haha. Go poly together etc. :P
My school friends, lol. They're okay, I guess. They said I've become more outspoken now. Wanna know something? Something's telling me that I changed just to fit in. I thought ' trying ' to be more loud and all would make me feel more confident, more proud of myself. Yet, no. Though I seem to be more happy now, deep inside, I feel like I'm just not me. I'm not saying that my real self is the quiet, naive, easily bullied one. I'm pretty playful and outspoken. But this time, I just feel that this ' change ' I'm showing just isn't natural. You don't understand what I'm saying, don't you? I don't understand it myself. Some things are just indescribable. In fact, I just don't know who I'm actually like. Y______ found out that she didn't change, but just that she found her true self. When will my turn come? Chaging just to fit in isn't fun. And god knows if people even like the change in me.
:D
LA.LA.LA.LA. The clock is ticking and ticking and ticking. Just when will Super Junior's Sorry Sorry MV be out?
Their whole album will be out tomorrow. HIP HIP HURRAY BABEHH!
Loving their new music style, still getting use to their new hairdos.
Oh yes, the k-wave is hitting my school. YAY?
♥ My 2nd delusional husband, next to Arron Yan Ya Lun.
Donghae cried talking about his dad at ' Let's Sleep Together ' variety show D: .
Donghae started crying when Teukie mentioned that Hae's father brought him out, hold his hands tightly and said to Teukie, " I'm grateful to you. I entrust you to take care of Donghae," .
Ahh seriously, I teared up starting from there. Donghae didn't know his father had been suffering from cancer at that time. No wonder his Dad told Teukie that. Ohmygosh, the thought of it. :(
OHMYGOSH. When Super Junior first debutted, when they got their first earnings, Hae badly wanted to bring home the earnings to give it to his Dad, but his Dad has already passed away. Okay, I'm seriously tearing up right now. Teukie started crying too. Ahh :(
Donghae's trying his best in Super Junior so that he can realise his Dad's dream of becoming a singer.
Donghae, Hwaiting!Super Junior, Hwaiting!
Ahhh I need to watch SuJu's Housewarming cut on WGM and their appearance in StarKing! Was watching a cut on them dancing a short Sorry Sory dance with the accompaniment of that Korean traditional instrument. They were fooling around. That is so THEM. xD
Laugh or Cry
Stuffs that happened to me today got me thinking whether to laugh or to cry.
1.My eyesight got worse.
2. Shazli actually thanked Ms Diyana for putting me beside him as he said that he can concentrate more now. LOL. Maybe, since I really don't talk to him unless I want to ask something. But even if he never says it out, I know he's damn bored sitting beside me. LOL.
3. I officially lost interest in Maths, again.
4. I hate Chemistry. Even if I'm sitting with those I really know, the teacher made the lessons so boring that I can't even treasure the fact that Chemistry is the only lesson I can see Yasmin, Amira & Amelia. -.-
5. I slept for 7 hours straight right after school. I dunno why the lethargic virus hit me nowadays.
6.I'm starting to think that sheisn't what I thought she was. Known her for quite some time, yet I only realised now that both of us are just trying hard to click with each other when we're obviously failing at it.
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LOL. Eunhae and their neverending relationship. -.-
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT DONGHAE A.K.A. FISHY.
I am bored, thats why.
1. Donghae once proposed to a girl by holding out a necklace in his fist and letting it drop down in front of her eyes. Thus, the other members voted him as most romantic.
Is that a common thing that a guy would do to propose to a girl? LOL! Letting a necklace drop down infront of her eyes. OHGOSH Fishy. I love how you're different because letting the necklace fall somehow shows that your love for that girl is definitely worth more than that necklace itself.
2. Donghae is beloved by Chinese fans because he tries hard to answer questions in Mandarin rather than constantly using a translator.
I love how he always tries his best, not caring whether the outcome would be an epic fail or not. xD
3. Donghae wishes he was good at speaking because he often gets tongue-tied and can't think of witty and clever comments like other members can. He said the 5 members who are the best at talking are his role models: Teukie, Heechul, Kangin, Shindong, and Eunhyuk.
I have to agree with that. The 5 that he mentioned are really witty, especially Heechul & KangIn in my opinion. Hae's pkay I guess, but sometimes, what he says left me with a ( =.= ) expression, in a good way uh. haha.
4. In China, Donghae broke Ryeowook's laptop that had all Ryeowook's music compositions stored in the files. (RW studies music and likes to compose.) For the first time ever, RW got mad at Donghae and said: "From now on, don't touch my electronics (rough translation). Donghae got really sad.
Ryeowook SCOLDED Donghae? ( laughs hard ) Ahh, I cannot imagine him scolding Hae larh. He looks a little too nice. But then again, I kinda pity Hae that he just don't seem to have good fate with electronic appliances from what I read around the net. :/
5. After Donghae's dad passed away, Suju got to perform at the same concert as Donghae's dad's favorite singer. Donghae slipped away and cried a lot during that singer's performance. Later, he told the members that he was crying at that time.
I guess all SJ fans should know how much he loves his father yeah? I mean, who doesn't love their own father. Read from another forum that he had always wanted his father to be at SJ's cocnert at least once but that dream was never fulfilled, since his father has passed away.
6. Before passing away, Donghae's dad asked Leader Teukie to always watch over Donghae. This happened after a parent-member party at a noraebang before Donghae even knew his dad was sick.
Now Teukie Oppa, take care of Hae yeahh. Even though you cried like crazy when SJ won the Mutizen award and Hae's just there comforting you instead of the other way round. LOL. All 13 of you, take care of each other. :( . Plus Henry & ZhouMi too. :(
7. Donghae gives Hangeng a hard time as the leader of SJM because of his kiddish ways and unpredictable pranks.
wahsey. Later Mr Beijing Fried Rice lose his temper then how. xD
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Nothing better to do. I know. LOL.
-off to watch Super Junior's Let Sleep Together Tonight-
Monday, March 30, 2009
Fahrenheittttttttttttttttttttttt xD
I forced myself not to smile during school hours just now. LOL.
I just cannot stop smiling everytime my mind drift to yesterday.
Started off real bad, but ended so sweetly.
Yesterday
Reached IMM with Zakk @ exactly 9AM. What? It's too early for a 3PM event? Let me tell you uh. We weren't considered early at all. When we reached the IMM building, all we can see seems like a neverending queue. The queue was all the way back the IMM building, all waiting for the door to open or something so that they can fight for the nearest spots.
The autosession, I would rather not even elaborate on it. I HATE IT. I don't even feel like remembering it at all. First, the freaking guard don't let me in to even just WATCH the damn thing then I see others can go in. WHATTHE?Secondly, when I finally managed to go in through another entrance, and even got a very good spot outside the barriers since I lazy to queue up and shake hands, THE GUARD SHOO-ED ME. SHOO-ED THOSE STANDING THERE. One of them even shouted right infront of my face in Mandarin, " MOVE BEHIND A LITTLE ALSO CANNOT MEH?! "
whatthe. HELLO. I move okay. It's those freaking girls and some anime-haired boys who didn't move cann. Why scold infront of my face sia. T.T. Be thankful I didn't lose my temper for not seeing a single thing after you guards pushed us to the back cann. And I haven't say anything on those staffs who actually scolded Fahrenheit just because they want to finish signing ALL albums. They're trying to keep ther promise yet they shout at them. Seriously. -.-
The Powerhouse event rawked. Serious. AHAH. From Calvin whose pants' zip was half unzipped and poor him trying to prevent the other Fahrenheit members from pulling down his zip to Arron crying while he talked about his emotional thoughts to fans singing Ji Mo Bao Zuo & Yue Lai Yue Ai for Fahrenheit to Arron & Jiro winking continuously every 1 minute at fans to Fahrenheit singing their 3rd album hits. ARGH. The time's just so short. 1 and a half hours just seem so short. :(
Only if you want to read larh. I just post the link only. -.- .
I stared at Jiro for 3 seconds and he stared at me back with a smile can. SCREAMMMMMS. Most importantly, Arron stared at me for what seems like so long like that. I swear I felt like as if it was only me and him inside the clubbing place. xD . Sorry, I know I'm a little too mad. -.-
OH OH! I video-camed them performing Ji Mo Bao Zuo larh. Clear quality. And I found out while watching the video that Arron sharp-pointed to my direction towards the end. D: . Of course maybe he point at someoone behind me or whatsoever but at least he's pointing at THIS direction. So that I can believe that he's pointing to me. AHAHAH.When he was pointing, he was singing the part where it goes, " Ai Ni .... " LOL! I'm getting even more delusional now.
SEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Fahrenheit performing Ji Mo Bao Zuo
Pictures. My camera quality sucks man. :/
Us watching their MVs while waiting
A part of Powerhouse
PERFECT TIMING TO TAKE THEIR PICTURE RIGHT XD
Doesn't it seem like Jiro looking HERE? xD
I still have a video of the fans singing with united voices Fahrenheit's song & 45 seconds video of Mo Mo performance because my cam died on me by that time. I could have taken more but my camera wth. T.T
kay nights.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Jiayuan's queuing at IMM. sigh, dedicated fan, seriously.
Along with all the other fanclub members.
I'm here dead bored.
Suju fans have got to see this, really! It's so touching cann. When they won the Mutizen Award yesterday, Eeteuk was crying non stop till he literally squatted down, crying. And Donghae wiped his tears. Ryeowook hugged him. All trying to comfort him. I can see how happy Kyuhyun was. In fact, everyone was happy. Teukie is really making me emotional now. The group hug, the group hug got me. I envy their friendship. Hae wiping Teukie's tears looks cute at the same time. I mean Teukie is older than him but it seems like Donghae's the Oppa here. Why is Hankyung giving the speech in Mandarin? Got Chinese audience there arh. lol. He also like want cry.
DONGHAE FRICKIN HUGGED HIS EX-GIRLFRIEND HERE. He hugged Jessica zomg. I feel so .. jealous. LOL! I mean I love how he hugged SNSD Taeyeon because when he patted her head it looks adorable. But when he hugged Jessica, I just feel so .. :/ . Just look at how happy Jessica was when Donghae hugged her at 1:57 -2:00 .
Maybe I got my facts wrong, but I remember reading somewhere that Jessica ditched Donghae for DBSK's Hero, right? Or was it just a fanmade rumour. If it's real, I'm not gonna look at Jessica the same way again. How dare she hurt my Hae's feelings. -.- .
Gosh I'm bored againnnnn.
KITSIE MADE THIS. AND I LOVEEEEHER FOR GIVING IT TO MEEEE. THANK YOU KITSIE! If only my Overseas Trip is destinated to Selangor, where you stay, I'm so gonna hug you for being such a hyper, fun and niceee online friend, along with the rest of the Warzonettes. :D
Hot-Dork-Emotional Hae, -faints-
Friday, March 27, 2009
Lollipopppppppp.
OHMYGOSHHHHHHHH.
FINALLY I KNOW HOW THE FEMALE ' BIG BANG ' LOOKS LIKE.
Unfortunately though, they don't look Big Bang-ish to me except for one of them with the shades. What's with the standing up hair by one of the girls man.
Or wait, is she the GD of the group? LOL. Weird hairstyle, just like GD.
I don't like the Twenty One's vocals. Yes, the female ' Big Bang ' group's name is Twenty One. Rumoured to be called SISTA but nope. I guess I need to get use to their voices. I still am not treating them as the female Big Bang though. :/
Wanna see their CF for CYON Handphones? I want the handphones by the way. ahaha. It looks cool. And before that, my gosh. TOP & GD's hair looks weird. But I still like. LOL.
I AM OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO THE SONG, PERIOD.
That explains my new blog song.
Minus Twenty One's vocals. LOL. How mean. No larh, I just find their voices irritating. :/ . And being damn biased, I would rather the CF have WONDERBANG.
But OIIIIIIIIIII. TOP'S VOICE IS SO FRICKIN LOVED HERE LARH CAN. He sounds so ohmygosh at the chorus cann. Okay, FINE. Maybe because I love his rough low voice. GD'sfine as usual, no comment. Haha. Daesung looked as cute as ever mannnn. TaeYang & Seungri -expires-. They look GOOOOD. But the way they were showing the phone looks .. weird. Feminine-like. But it's just me, maybe.
Oh yeah. Big Bang's Hite Beer song is nice too, but Lollipop's nicer. I just found out that Seungri didn't take part in that song and CF. He hasn't reached the age where he can drink yet, which is why he didn't take part. LOL.
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Super Junior won 1st for Mutizen. YAYYY. Teukie, Ryeowook cried. Not sure of the others. Congratulations, you guys deserve it, seriously. [:
School was as per normal. Did stupid jumping stuffs during P.E. I FAILED MY MATHS TEST WHICH I THOUGHT I'D PASS. All careless mistakes. I feel like killing myself. I could have gotten 13 at least can. :( . Nearly got detention because I laughed during SS. No, I didn't laugh loudly. Someone else did and the 3 of us got pulled into the scoldings. Thank god the teacher let the three of us go, except for the other one. :X
Then stayed back with Dewi and Jingwen. Accompanied Jingwen to practise for her dance. LOL. She was sweating trying to get jsut the beginning right. :P . Then went home. SLEPT for 4 hours. And here I am, now.
Did I say, by the way, that I :
WON AN ENTRY PASS TO FAHRENHEIT'S CLOSED DOOR EVENT THIS SUNDAY NIGHT?
I can bring a friend along. Of course, I'm bringing Jia Yuan larh. Being a good friend. I'm not really excited for it though. I go also because Jiayuan can't go in without me since they need my IC since I'm the winner, not her. Sorry Zakk I can't bring you along. :/
kay. Good Night then. lol.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Happy Birthday Abah!
Happy Birthday Abah!
hah. Celebrated my Dad's birthday a few hours ago. He's one year older now. :X .
We all love you, Abah :D
I feel like a total stranger at times zomg.
Sometimes, I hate myself. I hate myself for not being as sociable as others. I still haven't overcome my low self-esteem. I'm always paranoid. I always think negative. I always think that those around me have something against me. sigh.
Got back our Maths retest result. LOL. Jane passed. Congrats. :D . Gah, Stephanie congrats to you too because you're imrpoving, like you said. haha. All those who improved, congrats. (:
And wth. Ain and Faridah, thank you for saying" AT LEAST YOU GOT SOMETHING " to me. Ya larh, at least something. (-.-) I got the same blardy mark as my previous Maths test. 4/20. I'm honest. -hides-
Oh ya. I borrowed four books from NLB today. :D . And don't you dare say I am SOOO not the book type, someone. :P . Thoough I just wanted to stand a chance to win the movie tickets, I somehow got interested in the books okay. Will read one, I bet you.
Thailand 12 Plus CF - Siwon, HeeChul & Yesung
LAME larhhh xD . But somehow, cute. ahaha.
Why the english subbed videos of SuJu's MTV Heroes haven't out. :( Nevermind, let's just post this english subbed of the making of Sorry Sorry MV.
EEEEE Hyukie looks so !!! . That closeup of him putting hsi fingers to his lips. AHAHA. He reminds me of Rain, somehow. When Teukie, Shindong and Hyukie was teaching some parts of the dance, they made it look so easy. I can do the palm and circle dance only. LOL. AISH. Hae's a dork. Appear out of nowhere. xD Sungmin and Teukie boasting about Super Junior eh? Sungmin's like saying one of the spotlights exploded, so it means Sorry Sorry will be a hit. Teukie says they're gonna come back with a more handsome look. LOL. But that's what makes me love them even more, especially when ti comes to the narcissist, Heechul/Heenim/Cinderella. HAHAH. I want another Full House or E.H.B mannnn. I wanna see more SuJu natural side.
got to go. Tomorrow's POA & Maths Test. Revised already. I hope a thousand times that I won't go blank when I see the papers.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Changes.
I just got awoken from my beautiful sleep.
I was dreaming about being lost in KOREA and for some odd reason, Yunho helped me find my way and I fell in love with him. LOL. I think I brought my imaginations even to my dreams, eh. He was about to leave to I-Dunno-Where and we were at the airport. Then he turned around and my mother just HAD to wake me up. But then, it was aready 7PM. Cannot blame her. -.-
Ain said she likes Super Junior.
Do you know how happy I was when I heard her say that. LOL! I swear I love all those SuJu new fans. >.< . Seems like loving them for a year and a half was not wasted after all. Oh Oh! David Archuleta is coming to Singapore on the 7th of April man! My gosh, that cutie. AHAHHA. I'm so gonna go to the autograph session, by hook or by crook. Still waiting for ANY, just ANY SM Entertainment artists to come Singapore. Especially SuJu, if not DBSK, BoA or SHINee. Or SNSD also I don't mind. The Grace and Jang Ri In I'm not so into them but no hurt supporting them since they're part of SM too right. xD
YAYYYYYY. SuJu's MTV Heroes is OUTTTTTT.
But not yet with subs. I want to watch. ZzZzZz. Hopefully it'd be out by tomorrow, at least. Epik High's new album's gonna come out soon? Or is it just a book album. Their songs, me likeeee.
DBSK Appeared in We Got Married
LOL. Look at how Jae just walked off even though he saw Hyungdon. LOL. Only when Micky said Hi then he came back. Cute Jae. AHAHAH. Hyungdon look like some fanboy saying out DONG BANG SHIN KI DONG BANG SHIN KI like that. ahaha. TaeYeon and Sunny is so pretty OMG. :/
Dolphin and Micky is so adorable trying to gain Hyungdon's favor when they saw him giving Micky some allowances for complimenting him. AHAHAH. They just HAD to show Love In The Ice performance. :( . ARGH. WHY CAN'T SM TOWN HAVE A CONCERT AT SINGAPORE MANNNNNNN. IF NOT CONCERT, AT LEAST AUTOGRAPH SESSION LARH WTH.
I'm sitting at Fadhilah's table for Geography. lol. I ♥ her table larh.My eyes were literally on her table throughout the whole Geog lesson when Mr Lim's not looking. And yes, I get carried away when I see something I like. Mianhe. I'm sitting in between Azizul and Minghui. Not sure if Minghui's gonna change place next lesson. It's so quiet now. :/ . AND. Ms Diyana changed my seat. I'm like sitting around BOYS for Malay okay. No girls around me at all. I feel so uncomfortable okay. I'm quiet and somehow, the boys around me went quiet when I changed my seat. -.- . If not quiet, they're talking stuffs I have no idea about. sigh. Nvm.
HOW HOW HOW. I know I deserve to get scolded and asking for help won't make any difference. But still ..
CAN SCHOOL START NEXT WEEK PLEASE. Give me another week to pay back the times I wasted slacking around during the holidays.
By the way, 17 Again looks pretty interesting. Furthermore, Zac Efron's in it. :D Not that I like him alot, but he looks pretty cool in the movie. JBros 3D Concert movie's gonna come out soon. Yay?! LOL. JiaYuan's liking Taylor Swift, Oh wow. AHAHAHA.
Super Junior didn't clinch the first spot in Inkigayo today. Ah. To us E.L.Fs, they'll always be the winner. Oh, yeah. Super Junior, as 13 or with the addition of Henry and ZhouMi, either way rocks. Hyukie looks like he's wearing Phua Chu Kang boots today, wtf. :X . Man, I still can't get used to HeeChul's short hair larh. He's prettier with long hair. :( Short hair is just not HeeChul. LOL.
My beloved ' Husband '
His conversation with his brother, DongHwa. I think he teared up a little while talking to him.
He must have missed his hyung and his family. :( . I wonder if his solo, My Everything was a song dedicated to his late father. LOL @ Kang In and Yesung saying out their name when they asked DongHwa who's more handsome onstage. ;X
Okay. I'm ready for all the scoldings. And oh wow, TESTS. That is a NO ready. Seriously, one more week of holiday, please? T_T.
Boo.
My grandmother was admitted to the hospital. :(
Hope she's okay and all.
And woah, I realised something.
I'm super awkward with my cousins now.
My brother and I am so sorry if we don't talk to you guys because, well, everyone has changed and it's like we're still not used to the change in you guys. :/
School's starting, whatthehell. I haven't finish doing my Maths. :( . I'm not ready to face those tests that's gonna attack me with no mercy. I'm still in holiday mood.
Oh yeahhhh. Super Junior's 20th March Performance was LOVED. I swear I've got no idea why but Shindong's growing on me. AHAHHA. And damn, so much for saying I wasn't fond of Sungmin. He's sexayy. D: . HYUKIE. My HYUKIE has turned into one sexy beast man. His pelvic thrust left me breathless wthh. My ' husband ', Mr Lee Dong Hae, is as charming as ever. And oh, LOOK! Kang In seem to look slimmer than the previous performance. Hope he's losing weight the healthy way. >.<
ahaha. Is it just me who has not been noticing my ex-fifth husband or has my ex-fifth husband, Kyuhyunnie changed in terms of personality? I always regard him as someone quiet, shy. Now, for some odd reasons, I find him naughty, more outspoken. And it's making me laugh everytime I thought of that. Especially when I watched SuJu's latest SuKira interview. KangIn who was supposed to be the loud one, seem so quiet. Maybe tired, I dunno. Kyuhyun, he's like .. more talkative? LOL. He even snuggled to Siwon's lap while singing. Donghae's expression's like, " What the .. ? " . That's just me guessing. haha.
21st March Performance
They're in WHITEEEEEE. They look goood in white. I think I have this laughing sickness when it comes to Siwon and Hankyung. LOL. I have no idea why. AHAHAH. Do you know how much I loveeee Donghae's entrance when it comes to his solo part? He looks so cute with his smile there. Right. May I say it out again. I know Kibum has his acting career but I don't like the fact that he's always busy with his acting and not take part in SuJu's activities. I mean, I respect his decision and I'm sure the rest do too. But he's making SuJu looks as if they only have 12 members. I heard that HeeChul is filming the same drama as him. If Heechul can come, why can't he? If I got the wrong facts, sorry. Hopefully someone can explain to me about this. LOL.
Oh god. I think I'm having delusions with Donghae again. I'm literally watching any videos related to him all over again. GAHHH. [ Delusional Moment : Arron, I think I'm slowly loving Donghae more than you. Kill me if you want to. I feel guilty myself. :( ] Kay. That's enough. I feel so weird saying out my delusional feelings. LOL.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
BORED.
Just got home from Dewi's house for some farewell stuffs.
LOL.
Her house got two storeys <3
Her house got Jonas Brothers posters <3
kay, I sound like it's my first time seeing these kinda things.
NOOOOOO. I don't want to sing at farewell. My gosh. My voice damn ' serak ' cann. :(
My gosh. I dunno whether to laugh or cry to know that there are lots of Super Junior fans around me. I swear I thought none of them were interested in them. I remember the last time I showed some people Super Junior, they're like, " Farhana, you're a malay. " . whatthe. -.- . Now that I know there's alot, I should be happy. But the thing is, those K-POP fans I know, I either talk about school stuffs or just never talk to them before. >.> . Those I'm close to, just don't seem to be into K-POP. -.- . How come things don't go my way everytime. sigh.
Will be waiting for Friday, outing with Jia Yuan. :D . And Saturday, go Arnold's celebrate Abah' birthday. Ah, his birthday. I haven't think of anything to buy for him. T.T. Darn it. Fahrenheit's autosession@IMM this 29 March is at 3PM. Jia Yuan's going there at 7.30am with the fanclubs and she expects me to be there by 9am. What the hell am I suppose to do there man. :/ Nevermind, think of something to do. sigh.
KangIn kena attack by netizens again. :( . Just because he commented about TaeYeon and Hyungdon whatever his name's wedding, netizens not happy. So sensitive. ZZ
Wanna watch Boys Over Flower. KimBum <3
He look like Fahrenheit's Jiro right? wahseyy.
But abitabit only larh. Jiro more .. good-looking. haha.
HOTNESS OVERLOAD! Uknow Yunho <3OMG. :X . Just finished spazzing like crazy over this fanmade MV with an online friend of mine. Uknow Yunho is so freaken hawt.
Cassies, especially those Uknow fans out there are so gonna agree with me on this. AHAHA.
LOL. Some netizens did an edited version of 8eight's MV featuring Wondergirls' Sohee. And in this edited version, they included HeeChul!
Any HeeChul fan should know that HeeChul has a thing for SoHee. :P . I think he said something about not minding a 9 years difference relationship. And for soem reason, I notice that he always dance to Sohee's parts everytime he imitates Wondergirls. AHHH HeeHee xD . What a couple name. Though I'm not fond of SoHee, they kinda look cute together.
_____
Okay. Let this blog just be my fangirling blog. >.<
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Back.
I'm back from my 1-day Johore trip.
LOL.
Started out fun, but that was not the case when we were heading back to Singapore.
-.-
I'm so pissed off with someone in my family just now.
There's e-learning tomorrow, the day after, and the day after. I don't find the need of this e-learning system. Mainly because people like me, don't find it very useful. Some maybe not even bother to do it. Still, can't be helped. Furthermore, exams are coming REAL soon.
Was chatting with QJY just now. Oh wait, Ms DongYuan, not QJY. I'm called HaeNa by some people now. LOL. Donghae+Me=HaeNa. :X . Da Dong ( Jiro )+ Jia Yuan=DongYuan.
The conversation was utterly ridiculous. Severe delusions went on in it. From calling Donghae & Jiro our husbands, to some other dirty stuffs. LOL.
But hey, having delusions once in a while is pretty fun. It just so happens that when you are delusional all the time, you're irritating. Once in a while, I guess it's alright.
150309 [HQ] SBS Inkigayo Super Junior: Sorry Sorry & Why I like you
I just realised something. Sorry Sorry's dance is pretty messy huh? :/ And I could only see 11 members during that performance. Kibum's obviously not it in -.- . Who's the other one. Or did I count wrongly. ZzZz.
Zomg. Heenim literally cut his hair. He never fails to surprise me. His hair now looks somewhat like Hankyung's hair. I've gotten used to Hankyung's hair but Heenim so doesn't suit that hair can. -.- HanChul love going on right here. I'm staring to like Why I Like You more and more. Am I seeing things or are EunHae the only two who wears gloves? Gosh, EunHae <3.>
EUNHAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3
Donghae looks pretty here. O.O. Photoshop does wonders.
Sorry Sorry & Why I Like You Music Bank Performance
They're so HAWT man. zomg. I'm at loss for word. My 2nd husband, obviously Donghae, looks damn gorgeous. The rest also. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. Now, if only I can get my hands on their album. T.T
Got back my Progress Report and yay, no underlines at all. Finally. LOL. P.E was -.-. I suck at badminton and my side competed with 2 persons who are just too good to play with me. :/ . Humiliating. T.T Maths remedial equals to suck. Everyday test. And guess what, I failed a Sec 2 Algebra test that old woman gave me. o.O . I never revise Sec 2 work larh alamak.
QJY arh QJY. :/ If you even know I have a blog arh, and came upon this blog, and read this, sorry arh. But I got super irritated when you keep mentioning Jiro to me when I'm talking about someone else. Lazy to watzh vids I want you to watch and all. -.- . I admit I get annoyed everytime you do that. That's why, I simply said, " LOL. " "OHH " " HAHA " when you say something about Jiro. Well, maybe because I've lsot interest in them but I still watch their vids when people want me to. You leh. :/ . Keep Jiro Jiro. LOL. -.- . Don't mention anything to me if you read this part of the post. Later awkward. heh.
Nothing much to say. Gonna spazz over Super Junior's comeback again. I feel like crying seeing how grown up they are now, since those Miracle & Happiness days. They once used to be the cute boyband I know, now they're all MEN. A positive change. ahaha.
I rushed straight home after Girl Guides hoping that Sorry Sorry MV will be out. No, it didn't. -.-
BUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. The other tracks in SuJu's 3rd album is out!
My review. :D
Sorry Sorry
EEEEEEEEEEEKS. How can I not love this song?The chorus is so damn addictive, okay. I love how their voices are slightly digitalised. And it doesn't sound so Super Junior-ish. A positive change, in my opinion.
Why I Like You
Pretty okay, I guess. HAHA. The rhythm's like those styles that American singers have. Never really a fan of this type of songs but if it's Super Junior, I'd learnt to love it. Their voices, great as usual. (x
Let's not ...
Authentic ballad sung by Kyuhyun, Ryeowook & Yesung, the best singers in Super Junior. It sounds pretty sad. Adding their voice to it makes it even more emotional. Loving this song already (x
Angela
Medium tempo song. It sounds nice, but not really my type of song. :X Maybe I'll learn to love it in times to come.
Reset
LOL. The title reminded me of DBSK's Wrong Number. There's one part where Max sing Rest, Reset. I thought it'd be like some fast song. But nahh. Doesn't mean I don't like it though. I'm somehow liking it. haha.Is it just me or has SuJu's voice improved alot? xD
Monster
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, second favourite song! Anybody who knows me well will know I love this kind of songs. It sounds RnB-ish dark, yet sensuous at the same time. Again, it doesn't sound SuJu-ish. haha.
What If
This song's neat. (: . The chorus's soothing. I heard it's a song about one-sided love. O.O. Damn it, translations please. ZzZ.
Heartquake
OMG. U-know & Micky of DBSK were in this as the rappers. Damn nice okay. I love the chorus especially. This features the two rappers plus SuJu K.R.Y only, not all 13 of them. Ahh >.
Club No.1
LOL. The song sounds like the title, I guess. YeonHee's vocals were featured in it O.O.
Happy Together
Wasn't there a Korean Variety Show called this? The song's pretty useful when you're down, or just plain lonely. It sounds calming. The composer of the song was the composer of Marry U. No wonder it sounds a little similar to it.
Dead At Heart
I thought I didn't like the song when it first started but when it reaches the chorus, I changed my opinion instantly. A song expressing about the pain after parting, ahh. I would love to have english translation of the song.
Shining Star
I'm superb glad they have at least one cute-ish like song in this album. It kinda cheered me up for a moment. O.O. MV for this please. I can already imagine SuJu singing this with smiles on their faces.
In conclusion, I feel that this album shows a different type of Super Junior. I have to get use to their new style. :/ . Because for now, I prefer their previous album. I'm replaying some songs from this album again and again though. haha. Now, I want MVs!
On another note, it seems like SuJu K.R.Y had many parts in this album huh. >.< . Not that it's a bad thing. haha. Not confirmed, but I heard Super Junior M will be having their new album this year as well. O.O. Are they serious. Well, that's a good thing, isn't it? AND GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I want SuJu to do shows like Adonis Camp, Full House, E.H.B, Super Summer etc again. :(
:D
I can't remember what happened today. ZZZzZZ.
Ohyeahh, I owe Mrs Teo 3 freaken Maths Exercises that was supposed to be handed in last week. O.O. Need to finish it by today but, seriously, I'm hopeless when it comes to Maths.
Tomorrow we'll be receiving back our Progress Reports. Hopefully there won't be any severe disappointments. Girl Guides today was kinda boring. No offence. But yeah, Rashidah was right. We took our own sweet time, so we deserve it. sigh.
Till here. Now I'm gonna stalk Youtube for the freaken Sorry Sorry MV. :X
Titanic Re-enactment, SuJu's version
Siwon : Do you Trust Me?
Hankyung : Yes, I do trust you. ( In the meantime, Siwon got disgusted )
Siwon : Let's fly.
Hankyung : ( Open Eyes ) Oh beautiful. Oh FISH!
Got curious? Want some laughter? Watch this Titanic Re-enactment cut of Super Junior's Full House. xD
Eeee, I feel weird doing this thing called blogging.
1st - I'm like talking to some brick wall about my life.
2nd - What if, unfortunately, those whom I don't want them to know about this blog suddenly come across my blog? Deep trouble cann.
Right. Then it comes to the ultimate question.
Why the heck am I blogging since I feel weird about it?
Actually, I want to write on a diary, of kept secrets.
But.
I think at least 1/2 of my entries will consist of my fangirling moments.
How to put a video in a diary, you tell me?
Hence, I've made this blog to make my thoughts and feelings known.
I was never one who let my true feelings obvious and maybe this could help.
I can always check back this blog when I'm older, reminiscing the old times. (:
:D
School today was just like any other day. Laughters, irritainments, moodswings. Those are just part of our daily life. Having Ain beside me can brighten my dull POA lessons anytime. Malay lessons, well, all I know is that the reason why I somehow finish my malay assignments fast was because I was plain bored. I dunno, but somehow I can sense eyes looking at me, as if I'm trying to be some teacher's pet, like someone. But I don't care, eh. Social Studies is when I'd probably break my fingers anytime, the result of copying whatever crap she's writing. E.Geog, nothing much. Went back home, took a nap, woke up and went back to school for Guides Meeting.
Talking about Guides, I dare admit that I'm not a devoted Guide. But seeing how hard JingWen, Afifah & Dewi tries to get the attention of the other Guides, I realised that there are others worse than me. Is it hard to pay attention for AT LEAST a few seconds? Oh yeah, kill me. I don't know how the heck I'm gonna sing during Graduation party for our seniors.
FARHANA+SINGING=BROKEN WINDOWS
Another thing is, I feel that sometimes, my absence won't affect anyone I know a single bit. There's a high possibility, in my opinion, that I never really had someone that treasures me alot. Family? I admit, I'm to blame for spending most of my time sticking my butt to my computer's chair than sitting in the living room chatting with them. But that's because I'm afraid they'll bring up those stuffs I never want to hear. Comparing me with other kids, never give me at least a little appreciation for working hard to pass tests. sigh. I do get along well with them, but they sure do not know that I still feel hurt everytime I bring a test paper home and they'd just sign and give it back to me, without even LOOKING at the damn paper. Parents just don't understand at times.
Friends? I have a bestfriend, whom I've known for 5 years. Different schools, yet I still treasure those times when we first knew each other. We still keep in contact till now. Still, our relationship isn't as close anymore. That's what I feel, QJY. We don't have so much things in common now. Of course, that's not the reason why I feel our relationship is awkward nowadays. It's just that I want a bestfriend whom I can turn to when I feel down, welcoming me with open arms to listen to my problems. But I know you're not that type of person. I respect that. Still, though our friendship isn't that unbeatable anymore, I hope we'd still continue to be TWIN SOULS. Remember that? haha. Go poly together etc. :P
My school friends, lol. They're okay, I guess. They said I've become more outspoken now. Wanna know something? Something's telling me that I changed just to fit in. I thought ' trying ' to be more loud and all would make me feel more confident, more proud of myself. Yet, no. Though I seem to be more happy now, deep inside, I feel like I'm just not me. I'm not saying that my real self is the quiet, naive, easily bullied one. I'm pretty playful and outspoken. But this time, I just feel that this ' change ' I'm showing just isn't natural. You don't understand what I'm saying, don't you? I don't understand it myself. Some things are just indescribable. In fact, I just don't know who I'm actually like. Y______ found out that she didn't change, but just that she found her true self. When will my turn come? Chaging just to fit in isn't fun. And god knows if people even like the change in me.
:D
LA.LA.LA.LA. The clock is ticking and ticking and ticking. Just when will Super Junior's Sorry Sorry MV be out?
Their whole album will be out tomorrow. HIP HIP HURRAY BABEHH!
Loving their new music style, still getting use to their new hairdos.
Oh yes, the k-wave is hitting my school. YAY?
♥ My 2nd delusional husband, next to Arron Yan Ya Lun.
I'm just the average girl you'd most likely see on the streets, being clumsy most of the time. I'm pretty oblivious to my surroundings so it's very, very, very useless to ask me what the heck is going on at that period of time. I have severe short-term memory lost ( which probably explains why even if I burn the midnight oil, I forget what I'm supposed to write on the exam papers staring at me ). I am used to living in my own delusional world, believing what isn't meant to be true. But neh, I can still snap out of it at the right time. I am quite an introvert person, but once I know you well, you'd find out how crazy I can get. I'm SERIOUS. :X . Oh, I have low-self esteem.
I AM A K-POP addict. Before I say anything else, I'm gonna confess. When I say I'm a K-POP addict, it doesn't mean I know every single freaking thing that's happening in the K-POP world. :D Let me tell you who I am addicted to ;
Super JuniorFT Island2PMSHINeeSNSDf(x)Big Bang2NE1:D
Yeah. That's about it. They're my main beloved ones. I do love some other stars but heck, I can't possibly love every single one of them. Okay, I'm done with this part.
I'm his lover ♥
No, Not the left one. The right one. :D He's the cutest fish I've ever seen, wtf. Lee DongHae, yes, I had sweet dreams about him before. I like I likeee. Watch him in Full House, he's adorable. Watch him as part of Super Junior, he's HOT+SEXY. His thrusts. GAH. Okay -slaps- . Furthermore, he has bad experiences with electronic devices. Like me. :D
Oh! Though I love him alot, I support the pairing of HAESICA. Jessica is hawt stuff.
If only HAESICA really happens. HAHA. (=.=). I guess I'm done. :D
P.S : I love Kyuhyun, the left guy on the KyuHae icon too. Just that he's probably the fourth one on my obsession list. :D
